最近、自身のウエブサイトの写真をかなり修整を加えているだろう露出写真に更新しファンに向けメッセージを送って話題になったブリットニー・スピアーズだが、またウエブで新たなメッセージを送り話題になっている。
ブリットニーはパブリックイメージをコントロールするのを諦めたと言い、一連のメディアアテンションに何も感じなくなったと主張している。
ブリは今年の初めに頭を剃った後、リハビリ入りしたが、かつてはメディアの作り話にすごく怒ったことをウエブサイトの長いメッセージの中で認めている。
「いろいろな人の話がこんなにたくさん作られるのは面白いわ。こちらの側の話も欲しがっているようだけど、その日の終わりには話の真実なんかほとんど誰も気にしてないのよ。いつも悪い話のほうが真実よりはるかにおもしろいからなのよ。以前はタブロイドが書く私の酷い話に怒ったものだけど、今は見たことに無感覚でいようとしているの」
何を今さら！ブリちゃんはもともと人のアドバイス聞かない人じゃなかった？
悪い話でも、たまには為になるメッセージもあるから気にして欲しいんだけど。魚網を止めてとかズラに帽子は止めてって言うファッションのアドバイスとか、、、ミニはあまり履いて欲しくないっていう哀願とか、、、
何？聞きたくない？ あ〜、そうですか。
ブリにしては頑張って長い文章を書いているので興味ある人は読んでみて。英語もそれほど難しくないし面白いですよ。
Dear Fans,
I just wanted to reach out to all of you and explain some of the things that I have been faced with recently.
It's so funny how many stories are put out there about people. It's like we all want our side of the story out there as well, but at the end of the day only a few people care to hear what is really going on since the bad is always so much more interesting than the truth. I don't know why, but this is so weird to me. I used to be angry at the tabloids for printing horrible things about me, but now I try to just be numb to what I see. I saw Tyra Banks once get really upset and cry on her show because they made her look fat. We all want a certain image of ourselves out there, and at some point we all do really care what other people think or we wouldn't be here.
Recently, I was sent to a very humbling place called rehab. I truly hit rock bottom. Till this day I don't think that it was alcohol or depression. I was like a bad kid running around with ADD. I had a manager from a long time ago come in and try to direct me and my life after I got my divorce. I was so overwhelmed I think that I was in a little shock too. I didn't know who to go to.
I realized how much energy and love I had put into my past relationship when it was gone because I genuinely did not know what to do with myself, and it made me so sad. I confess, I was so lost.
This letter is to not place blame on anyone, although I do see the world with a completely different set of eyes now. Being in that vulnerable state and taken to dinners and parties with friends and finding out later you paid for everything was a huge learning lesson for me. I think the whole problem was letting too many people into my life. You never know another persons intentions or what another person wants. I feel I was too open and looking for answers when I had it all to begin with. I have had to cut so many people out of my life. It is so sad, because if anyone is a family person…it is me. When I was little I remember every night watching movies with my family and feeling so at peace. Dancing and singing all the time just like a little girl should. Now recently I find with my children that I want them to have that feeling all of the time. I am having to face a lot of things right now since I have children of my own. A lot of insecurities from when I was little are coming up again. It is like we are never good enough.
I know everyone thinks that I am playing the victim, but I am not and I hate what is going on right now so much. Maybe this is the reason for this letter…to maybe allow people to look at me differently. It is like when you are a real woman and say what you feel and how you think things are supposed to be, that people just say you are a "bitch."
I feel like some of the people in my life made more of some issues than was necessary. I also feel like they knew I was beginning to use my brain for a change and cut some ties, so they wanted to be in more control of my life than me. I think it is actually normal for a young girl to go out after a huge divorce. I think it was a bigger issue because I had not gone out in such a long time. I am 25 and I do still have a lot to learn, and I am going to make mistakes everyday, and I am sure every mistake I make will probably be on CNN or Good Morning America. I am only human people and I love you for still loving me.
I am sitting here at home and it is 6:25 and both of my sons are asleep. I am truly blessed to have them in my life. Everyday is so surreal. Life in general is so surreal and crazy.
I just hope this letter made some of you think a little bit more of me and where I am coming from. I just want the same things in life that you want…and that is to be happy. It is just so weird because everyone has their own perception of me and how they think I really am. It is so weird how stories are told. There is your side, my side, and the truth. Somebody has to figure it out. I guess we will never really understand or figure out life completely. That's God's job. I can't wait to meet him…or her.
Love, Britney
Quote of the month…
It is ok to disagree with people regarding certain issues. You're not being true to yourself if you succumb to others opinions because you feel guilty.
タブロイドが、ブリは回りに無理やりリハビリに入れられたと書いていたのもあながち間違ってなかったみたいで、リハビリでどん底だったと言って家族やマネジャーのルドルフを恨んでそうな感じですね。(誰も非難はしてないわ、とは書いてあるが) アルコール問題や産後鬱症ではなくてADD(注意欠陥障害)で走り回る悪い子供みたいだった、と自分で診断している。(ADDの子供は悪い子供じゃないよ)
いろいろな人がブリについていろいろな意見を持つのは奇妙なこと。あなた側の話、私の側の話、そして真実。だけど真実は誰にも分からないのかもしれない、それは神の仕事だと、最後は哲学的な話で決着をつけている。
ゴシッパーとしては神より「ブリの側の話」とやらをもっと具体的に話して欲しかったですけどね。
ブリなりに言いたいことを書いてスッキリした表情
「ゴシップなんてもう気にしないわよ」
だから下着で歩き回らないでって、、、
じゃあ、ゴシップに書かれない様におとなしくしててください。
このウエブメッセージ書いただけでリンジーの事件に次ぐトップニュースになってたんだから。
エクステ大好きなブリちゃんに是非見てもらいたい映画「エクステ」
ゾワゾワ〜〜！目から毛が生えてくるぞ〜！！
これ見たら皆エクステやめる気になるかも。
しかし、またヒットしそうな日本ホラー映画ですね〜。栗山千明主演だし。もう公開されたの？けっこう海外ブログで注目されてますよ、この映画。
またハリウッドリメイクできるかな〜？ワクワク
元祖エクステの恐怖はこちら↓
マイアミでのステージの後、エクステを短く切った。ひどい・・・。
水着が濡れてたんですよね、きっと？
